on my last day of my 18th year
i went to the park
and it was
beautiful.

Two Hundred and Forty Eight

so.
great.

THANKS TO STUMBLE UPON: FEMINISM TAB

Two Hundred and Forty Seven

can I just say

• YOU ARE SO HOT
• what is your last name?
• Maria Buszek liked my facebook status X D
• i'm totally psyched
• oh and this group: Intelligent, classy, well-educated women who say "F*ck" a lot
• so great
• iron pour is tomorrow
• half priced books with oliver and woberto
• the middle of nowhere on sunday... with cake no less
• and meat baby, nelson senior pix, westport/west bottoms, etc etc etc monday

oh and that one thing

• THE 6,935th DAY OF MY EXISTENCE!!! baha. [thursday]

: D

hehe. so true.

Two Hundred and Forty Six

This would've been a "Hey Religion, FU" post, but then I stumbledupon this video:

Sonar from Renaud Hallée on Vimeo.

...and all my indignance flew away.

oh. and this is the story of my life:

Two Hundred and Forty Five

Hey guesssss what?
WHAT?

i'm really good at not giving a shit.
so, bye.

cut your losses.

Two Hundred and Forty Four

so. tired.
can't.
sleep.

: (

Two Hundred and Forty Three

Funny how neutrality goes to
a disparagingly negative opinion
but then
somehow manages to
swing back the other direction
and
keep going
up.
Up.
UP.


sometimes i wonder what life would be like if...

Two Hundred and Forty Two

forever
and ever
and ever

it's like a commitment.
yeah.

but if we're talking REAL CLAPTON:

'nuff said.

Two Hundred and Forty One

For you,

: )

Two Hundred and Fourty

was

so good
I

cried
the

water
poured

like


the drip drip dripping
of a
relentless faucet


its
knob

turned

each
drop

faster

where
i couldn't
see


or
discern

them

from
the
unrenlenting stream--

column of
water

laid

from the stagnate
duct
of my
eyes

that watched
the
story

wash forth

Two Hundred and Thirty Nine

"I thought this was interesting, 'The ... theological conclusion I came to is that God could have been all-powerful at the beginning, but he chose to designate two areas of life off-limits to his power... He would not arbitrarily interfere with laws of nature. And secondly, God would not take away our freedom to choose between good and evil.'"

"So what else is there? What does he control?"
...
.....
...
"I'm... not sure."
**************************************************
sometimes, things like listening to npr make me feel way older than i actually am.

Two Hundred and Thirty Eight

FREE AT LAST FREE AT LAST THANK GOD ALMIGHTY WE ARE FREE AT LAST!

(spring break 2010 suckahs!)

***********************************************
Oh, and a lovely Romantic poem:

Mock on, mock on, Voltaire, Rousseau;
Mock on, mock on; 'tis all in vain!
You throw the sand against the wind,
And the wind blows it back again.
And every sand becomes a gem
Reflected in the beams divine;
Blown back they blind the mocking eye,
But still in Israel's paths they shine.

The Atoms of Democritus
And Newton's Particles of Light
Are sands upon the Red Sea shore,
Where Israel's tents do shine so bright.

-William Blake

Two Hundred and Thirty Seven

HEY GUESS WHAT?

*philosophy essay beast pain in the ass thing...

D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
D-O-N-E*
!

Two Hundred and Thirty Six

Whoa look at all these people fucking on the walls! And you can go see them in all their fucking glory!

-maria buszek on pompeii murals





that made my day.
*******************************************************************************
but seriously.

ima keel that anton jacobs!
*********************************
oh also, hey rihanna, look familiar?


and

Two Hundred and Thirty Five

funkybossfunkybossfunkyboss
GET OFF MY BACK!


let's review what all i need to worry about, shall we?

• removing plaster resudue from wax casts
• torching them to look DECENT
• reattatching the hands
• weaving, painting wires
• attatching wires
• making the crown
• painting the hands gold
• putting everything up on the wall

{that's foundations}

• reading for philosophy at 2:30
• staying awake during philosophy
• citations for paper
• writing the 5-7 page single-spaced essay
• due wednesday...

[that's philosophy]

• dentist appointment at 4:30 today
• running outside even though it hurts my throat and ears
• showering
• sleeping?? --nope.
• art sounds tomorrow at 7:30, be at kcai by 7:00, goes till 9
• bring stick, wear all brown, make smaller version of times for stopwatch
• studio tour afterwards
• attaining the art history book... which will probably never happen
• kill myself

(that's everything else)

PLZ DR GD, LT WDNSDY CM NW!

Two Hundred and Thirty Four

THANK YOU ANTON FOR THIS RIDICULOUS ESSAY, ANGELICA FOR THE LACK OF INSTRUCTION ON CASTING WAX, AND BRETT FOR ALL THIS EXTRA ARTSOUNDS STRESS, but maria you are totally in the clear because you rock.

*********************conniption*************************

Two Hundred and Thirty Four

FEISTY.

potkettlepotkettleblacktalkthattalkthatsmack!

*********************************************************************

Oh, I'm not discriminating. ; )

[rawr.]

Two Hundred and Thirty Three

Sometimes I still can't believe people like you guys are real.

It's simply
amazing.

*gah*


who's friends with mara gibson, now, suckahs?!

Two Hundred and Thirty Two

this is what philosophy looks like:

^v--^v--^v--^v--^v-----------------------------------------------

[flatline]

*DEAD UPON DISCUSSION*

oh, and thanks to foundations I feel like:

oh joy.

Two Hundred and Thirty One

AIGHT

ordinary ovations, yesh?

• B+ ON THE CRAMMED BAROQUE ART HISTORY TEST-IZZLEEE
• CLADDAGH AND PURPLE RABBITS FOOT
• NEW PROJECT TYME
• MOOCHED SOME CLAY, OFF TO BUY PLASTER BANDAGE AND WIRE
• QUINN IS DEFINITELY COMING TO KCAI
• EMILY WANTS TO COME TOO, AND HAVE ME AS A MENTOR (not that she doesn't already)
• RUSSIAN DOLL DECORATIN'
• POTENTIAL MONEY GIG AND EXCELLENT ELDERY

yay.

: )

PLZ?

Two Hundred and Thirty

LOVE.

love.

lurve.

IT!

{it's a cast reproduction of a nesting doll, adorned with feathers, and painted red on the inside}