Three Hundred and Seventy

LE VIN DE LA VIE

merci,
beau

adieu, ma chere.


je te manque. je suis triste un peu.

Three Hundred and Sixty Nine

People are on loan to us.
Life.
Life is on loan to us.

You always pay it back.



it's only fair.

Three Hundred and Sixty Eight

Aries
Having clarity about your relationship goals is a good thing, unless your needs are at odds with what is expected of you. It's challenging to find common ground in this particular conflict because your obligations can make it difficult to follow your heart. Don't give up by denying your feelings; you'll have more choices if you express your truth instead of trying to avoid it.

Don't I know it.

i feel like this a lot.

Three Hundred and Sixty Seven

I THINK YOU ARE BEING A JERK.
not that you are a jerk, but right now, just in this instance, i hate you.

you're as cold as ice to me.

Three Hundred and Sixty Six

Goodnight

So it's 12:39 in the morning, this is officially the last day of the fall semester of my sophomore year. I have this track that I just bought playing from my iPhone. It's just sound-- no lyrics. It's something you might imagine Discovery Channel using in the background of a documentary on the deep seas or the Milky Way. (This is the epitome of ambient music.) I love it because it makes me think about everything collectively. I love how we exist in the midst of all these systems and huge desolate spaces. I love how small it makes me feel. Can you believe how much is really out there? Outside of all our iPhones and final exams, marriages and careers? It is amazing. It's just as amazing to me that all of this matter has come to formulate us-- our minds and hearts and our capabilities to love and fear and everything else that is as equally exponential as the universe is vast. We are vast. And in the quiet of the night I feel paralyzed in my awe.



And all I can do is write to you.

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That is beautiful. You should keep track of these--like a nonfiction story of life:)

Hope your day is as thoughtful.

Three Hundred and Sixty Five

I LOVE HIM.

I LOVE HIM.

I LOVE HIM.

One time I looked at a diamond and it gave me a sunburn.