Two Hundred and Twenty Nine

I would like to say
how much
you mean to me
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BUT TONIGHT:

Two Hundred and Twenty Eight

oh ho ho.

this is gonna be good.

>: )

Two Hundred and Twenty Seven

end of performance art workshop
first art history exam: baroque
starting socrates in philosophy
ihop free pancakes day and
next week is MARCH and i was like

: O

oh and:
tu me manques, mon amie.

Two Hundred and Twenty Six

Dude. Lemme just say:

• it's been a long time, eh?
• YOU ARE A BITCH, actually no, YOU ARE ALL BITCHES and I cannot wait until you are tucked away in your chosen departments next year.
• i feel better already, after having said that ^
• i'm sleeeepy.
• art history is great, but i just can't push myself to study... go apathy.
• ah man, yes, the more i think about it, the more your previous times of utter bitchiness come to mind. HA, i can't believe i didn't see it before.
• one more performance and then it's artsounds at epperson on the 9th.
• i ran twice today... and yeah, i know that's not good but i managed to get some endorphins out of it.
• i've had the house to myself since saturday morning.
• i reallllllllly would enjoy ONE snow day, preferably tomorrow.

YES? PLEASE?

oh, and i would enjoy some of this too:

MARIA
ELENA
BUSZEK
u r so hott.

Two Hundred and Twenty Five

SLEEP OVAH!
at school.
lawlz.

Two Hundred and Twenty Four

THEY LOOK SO MUCH ALIKE!!!


Romina D'Ugo & Juliette Lewis

Maria Buszek & Moira Kelly

Kevin Rask & Alan Ruck

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i'm not crazy.

Two Hundred and Twenty Three

I'm SORRY, but when I saw these:

I had to:

X D X D X D X D X D

Two Hundred and Twenty Two

#222

February 22nd
2/22

Too hott forr wordss.

BRRRRRAOOWWWWWW.

no. actually.
no.
no?
yeah no.

Two Hundred and Twenty One

I'm sorry, did you not understand:

?
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nom.

Two Hundred and Twenty

I love you, I love you, I MISS you, I love you more, I love you each day, I keep you with me, in my thoughts, I love you, I still love you, I don't care about anything in opposition to you, I love you, you are the best, I love you, I can't imagine living without you, I love you, don't leave me, even if it's unintentional, I LOVE YOU, I wonder how long you'll be in my life, I wonder how long you'll be in your life, I love you, you mean everything, this is what life is all about, I love you, you astound me, how do you do it?, I love you, you're amazing, I love you, I am so lucky, I think it's crazy how such great things happen to such ordinary people, I love you , do I deserve you?, I love you, I love you more, this is everything, I love you, you push me, you make me brave, I love you, you are the best person I know, I love you, you are strong, I love you, you listen to me, I love you, you understand me so easily, I love you,
don't ever die.

I love you.

Two Hundred and Nineteen

I
have
lost
my
MARBLES.



can you help me find them??

Two Hundred and Eighteen

RIHANNA IS A BAMF.

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TO DO:

• make life size russian doll
• find something gaudy to wear
• bring in duet object
• alter two books
• read for philosophy
• read for art history
• make valentines
• get gas
• buy more veggie burgers
• RUN

phew.

Two Hundred and Seventeen

So I'm watching this show on Discovery Health called Truth Be Told, right? And this show is a look inside the lives of families with special needs children and I'm in horror. Programs like these put infinite abhorrence in ideas like being a mom. I mean, it's one thing (one really HUGE thing) to be a mom, yes? You are responsible for the life of another being. There's this quote, "Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body." Got that? But imagine producing another person who you KNOW will never be up to par. Life is hard enough for any normal kid, but when you're so blatantly different it's impossible. It's impossible for the parents, the MOM, it's impossible for the kiddos. This kind of thing isn't even a choice! No one expects to have a defect CHILD. I don't think I could ever handle that. Ugh. Babies.

people : (

Two Hundred and Sixteen

Chat Roulette...
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Oh, did I mention?
ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!
be back saturday night : )

Two Hundred and Fifteen

Might I remind you?

Two Hundred and Fourteen

GOD
dammit.

I haven't been doing oneword.com this whole week.

welp.
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TODAY: ONE DAY ONLY!
WATCH ME CUT MY HAIR, ATTEMPT TO CRY, BURY MY CLOTHES, AND POUR WATER OVER MY HEAD! SURELY A PERFORMANCE NOT TO BE MISSED.
ALSO FEATURING: LAUREL THE TIED UP WOMAN, JEFF THE DESTROYER, AMANDA THE PLANT EATER, AND TAYLOR THE HUMAN CHICKEN STRIP!

Two Hundred and Thirteen

lovelovelovelovelovelovelove.
ya.
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There is no way I'll be able to stand living with Amanda.
Holli's parents can go walk off the Earth.
The Bible is incredibly patriarchal, condescending, and controlling.
And today is just Wednesday.
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BUT:

• we're starting to rehearse for artsounds today
• i'm going to see rachel's little froggies that are definitely not supposed to be in her dorm room
• tomorrow i'm cutting my hair in a performance piece
• i have ideas for my little red altered book
• working out has gotten much easier over this period of time
• and no
• i didn't say it's easy
• but no
• i'm not going to not run every day

sorry.

Two Hundred and Twelve

*OHMMMM*

baha. or...

*OH MMMM*

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also:

Stability
Tenacity
Resolution
Earnestness
Nerve
Grit
Trust
Heart
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Ah man, St. Theresa was visited by one fantastic extention of God...

"Beside me, on the left, appeared an angel in bodily form.... He was not tall but short, and very beautiful; and his face was so aflame that he appeared to be one of the highest rank of angels, who seem to be all on fire.... In his hands I saw a great golden spear, and at the iron tip there appeared to be a point of fire. This he plunged into my heart several times so that it penetrated to my entrails. When he pulled it out I felt that he took them with it, and left me utterly consumed by the great love of God. The pain was so severe that it made me utter several moans. The sweetness caused by this intense pain is so extreme that one cannot possibly wish it to cease, nor is one's soul content with anything but God. This is not a physical but a spiritual pain, though the body has some share in it—even a considerable share."

X D

Two Hundred and Eleven

So God created everything like The Truman Show?

Uh,

Well, yes!
{wow}
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First performance piece:


oooh ho ho,
this is too good.