Three Hundred and Forty Three

No.
NOPE.
no...pe...


But yeah, thank's Adrienne Rich.


“Desire: yes: the sudden knowledge like coming out of ‘flu, that the body is sexual. Walking in the streets with that knowledge. That evening in the plane from Pittsburg, fantasizing going to meet you. Walking through the airport blazing with energy and joy. But knowing all along that you were not the source of that energy and joy; you were a man, a stranger, a name, a voice on the telephone, a friend; this desire was mine, this energy my energy, it could be used a hundred ways, and gong to meet you could be one of them.”

this is me, not caring.