Three Hundred Fifty Three

Relationships are not guessing games.

God this is such a waste.

Also.




I had a hallucination last night in the midst of sleep/dreaming I "awoke" to the idea that mold was growing all over my ceiling and if I went back to sleep that I would breathe it in and die. So I sat at the edge of my bed and waited for a long time, staring up at the ceiling looking for it, but I finally went back to bed... very apprehensively... after I made some sort of rationalization that I'd made the whole thing up while sleeping.