Four Hundred and Thirty Eight

Why can't I appreciate what I get?

Where is the line for enough?

sometimes i feel like it, winston, sometimes...

Four Hundred Thirty Seven

OH, family.

Sometimes it's best that you live so far away.

Four Hundred and Thirty Six

Walk child. don't run
Go off and have fun
We'll be waiting
Just look before you cross
Take love with the loss
I know it's frusrating

Mama's here and your papa too
And we are so damn proud of you

Four Hundred and Thirty Five

I'll finish it.

Or die trying.

GOD DAMN, STEINBECK.

GOD DAMN.

Four Hundred and Thirty Four

I will be cleansed.

I will be balanced.

ohm.

Four Hundred and Thirty Three

WELP.

NEVER DOIN THAT AGAIN...

...but everyone knows

Four Hundred and Thirty Two

Dear Kansas City,

I do truly love certain things about you, but your weather will never surpass Australia.

Dear Jeff,

You owe me that date at Eden Alley. It ain't over yet.

Dear Westport,

Please pay for my rent. I don't think I've ever been this poor.

Dear Treadmill,

The more I love you, the more I love myself. Best relationship ever.

Dear Basic Cable,

Please stop playing Criminal Minds, I need to be productive!

olive juice <3

Four Hundred and Thirty One

Damn.

I guess... I'll be collecting membership fees to my new

HAREM.

pretty much.

Four Hundred and Thirty

I know I already did a post today but all I can think is

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Four Hundred and Twenty Nine

Not sure how much I liked Drive, but damn, what a great soundtrack.

There's something inside you
It's hard to explain
They're talking about you, boy
But you're still the same

Four Hundred and Twenty Eight

Does it look like I care if Rick James is a slimeball?

Do I still love his music?

Hell no.
HELL YES.

Four Hundred and Twenty Seven

23 days <3 <3 <3

Four Hundred and Twenty Six

YOU GO

COSMO!

Four Hundred and Twenty Five

ee cummin' on her face now there's poetry in motion

YEAH. HE JUST SAID THAT.

Four Hundred and Twenty Four

Ex

hausted.

Sleep, One Hour

Four Hundred and Twenty Three

I fell in love with bein' defiant
In a pickup truck that roared like a lion
When you're with us you don't have to be quiet
No more, no more

:}

Four Hundred and Twenty Two

GRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

hottttt.

Four Hundred and Twenty One

THE WORLD IS YOUR OYSTER.

YOU CAN LIVE AS YOU CHOOSE.

THE FUTURE MAY NOT BE CLEAR,

BUT WE HAVE FANTASTIC DEVICES

CALLED BRAINS

THEY WORK OUT ALL SORTS OF

INTRICATE CHALLENGES.

PERHAPS YOU COULD USE YOURS?

Four Hundred and Twenty

It's kind of amazing how much (bull)shit people buy.

But I guess that's what my brain settles on when you watch Fight Club back to back with Exit Through the Gift Shop.

XD

Is this art??

Four Hundred and Nineteen

HUGE.

MISTAKE.

Four Hundred and Eighteen

STOP BEING SO HOT.

jesus christ.

no, not you sun.

Four Hundred and Seventeen

On a turn of a dime, I switched my choice of movies for my essay analysis-- two days before the deadline. I guess it just solidifies my affinity for Mr. Ripley; to change without warning.

today was enlightening on many levels.

Four Hundred and Sixteen

So I've been listening to Lissie since Kalee gave me that awesome mix CD and it had her cover of Pursuit of Happiness on it. Her own songs are just as good, if not better.

She just... rocks it!

Four Hundred and Fifteen

Sometimes you need some really gritty rap.

Childish Gambino it is!

Crush girls now, couldn't last year

Oh you like me now, that's weird

Last year you were chillin with Little Wayne

Now you wanna pretend like my feelin's are still the same?

Four Hundred and Fourteen

So, like, I'm mentally done with art school.

Granted, I'll finish what I started, but thoughts of options of what's next are constantly in my mind.

Today it was:

Ya. Flight attendant. I mean, is there any real downside to this?

I don't think so.

Four Hundred and Thirteen

Oh.

MY.

GOD.

Four Hundred and Twelve

So let me just imagine this scenario:

A friend from elementary school said our old group of girls should meet up for lunch in the future. Consider, out of the five of us:

1. One has a baby


2. One has a drug addiction problem


3. One is floundering in college


4. One is a completely untrustworthy bitch


5. And one is in Australia

That is the stuff of great television.

Four Hundred and Eleven

Barely 70 days left of the land down under.

Still planning to:

• See a symphony at the Sydney Opera House
• Climb the Sydney Bridge
• Go wine tasting and see the MONA in Tasmania
• Hike in the Outback
• Drive the Great Ocean Road
• Surf in Melbourne
• Maybe hunt down a Tassie Devil?
• Oh, and finish my classes... that's kind of important...

Four Hundred and Ten

1000 word essay? check.
2 sculptures finished and installed? check.
15 minute presentation on Mildred Pierce (1945)? eh...

not yet.

Can't I just get some sleep??
And I'm not talking about the nightmarish sleep that awakens me with tears.
That does not count.

Four Hundred and Nine

I killed my dinner with karate
Kick 'em in the face, taste the body
Shallow work is the work that I do





Just when you think you've lost touch, your fingers grasp onto an old friend.

Four Hundred and Eight

Four Hundred and Seven

COOLEST SPORT I'VE EVER DONE.

Four Hundred and Six

THE JOURNEY BEGINS

:}

Four Hundred and Five

I swear to you, Brian Eno is like the Wizard of Oz; completely unseen but the mastermind of almost every great CD.

Too bad his own work sucks.

Four Hundred and Four

Swollen dam. Waiting.
For the dense emotion flood
That we know will break

Four Hundred and Three

Orchids slay me every time.

So elegant, so stunning.

Four Hundred and Two

Sometimes you just gotta do it.

>:}

Four Hundred and One

So it goes.

Summer, work, scramble for Australia.

Scramble to hold onto life just as it is.

I wonder how much this will kill me.

Four Hundred

400
FOUR HUNDRED
$)) POSTS!!!!

and i shall dedicate it to you, both of you.



so beautiful and stunning and delicate and fun

an absolutely perfect day.

:}

Three Hundred and Ninety Nine

SOMETIMES I COULD KILL SOMEONE

THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE

AND YOU DO NOT HAVE A SAY IN IT

talk about dehumanizing.

your bullshit = my biggest pet peeve

Three Hundred and Ninety Eight

sometimes life confuses me A LOT. and i find myself scratching my head thinking, HUH, WUH, SRSLY BRAH? imsocnfuzd.

Three Hundred and Ninety Seven

Leave all your love and your loving behind you Can't carry it with you if you want to survive

Three Hundred and Ninety Six

Oh unknown.
Why do you have to be so uncertain?

Three Hundred and Nintey Five

Just know I'm thinking of you, and sometimes you have to sacrifice what you want in order to not sacrifice yourself.

************************************************

I ran tonight... almost 20 minutes of heart-pumping sprint around the neighborhood.

I guess this is me being me again. Or, a better me than before. Maybe. Perhaps.




See? Life continues into the darkness.

Three Hundred and Ninety Four

Today.
*Sigh*
Today, I feel like this.
And it's 80 and sunny outside.

Three Hundred and Ninety Three

Dear Placebeau,
Go fall off a cliff.

:)




or out of a window.
whatever does the job.

*************************************************
Also, I FINALLY found out what song this is!


hell yes music recognizer app!

Three Hundred and Ninety Two

pfffffft. yes.

OH ALSO:

OH LOOK

THERE'S

TASMANIA

Three Hundred and Ninety One

Did you know, when you go, you're my favorite mistake.

Three Hundred and Ninety

No Saturday school today. Which means:

• Four hours to relax and listen to Alexandre Desplat
• Four hours to burn my new vanilla cupcake candles
• Four hours to play with Ab's
• Four hours to wait till Beau is here
  

Three Hundred and Eighty Nine

Happy Valentine's Day.

: )

Three Hundred and Eighty Eight

Never never gonna give ya up
[barry white eat your heart out]



lol.

Three Hundred and Eighty Seven

Be.My.Valentine.
cmon.



plz?

Three Hundred and Eighty Six

Exactly my point.

STEP OFF! STEP OFF! STEP OFF!

Three Hundred and Eighty Five

shit. i'm fucked.

Yes. Yes, you are. :)



damn.

Three Hundred and Eighty Four

Mhmmm. ;)

Three Hundred and Eighty Three

It's one in the morning and my mind is on this ^

C'MON, SRSLY??

oh, and on you. on you being on me. oh yeah bebe.

Three Hundred and Eighty Two

BAHAHA. Her... voice.......

holy bejesus.

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[edit]
OH BABY.

I don't get this. U two are like a deadly attraction ;)

don't i know it.

Three Hundred and Eighty One

Here’s to…
Ramen and water
Rent
Car insurance payments
Growing up fast

Three Hundred and Eighty

What comes is better than what came before.

Three Hundred and Seventy Nine

Some people are born half a person, looking for someone to complete them, but fuck, some of us aren’t born with half a soul, some of us are born whole.



shoulda put a ring on it.

Three Hundred and Seventy Eight

Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me.
Hey boy I really wanna be with ya,
Cause you're just my type.

Three Hundred and Seventy Seven

Days like these, when I can hear the fluttering of my blood rushing through my ears, remind me that my heartache is real. So real that it’s just vying for a single knick in my skin so it can tear right through my chest and plop itself onto a highway to be crushed and ripped open by a million dirty car tires against the pavement.

So much for not wanting to hurt me.



somehow i doubt that.

Three Hundred and Seventy Six

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
who called it?

sometimes...
i fucking hate being right.

just give me my goddamn yoga.


and leave me in peace....s.

Three Hundred and Seventy Five

Am I the only one in this?
Again?...

Three Hundred and Seventy Four

mmmhmmm.

Three Hundred and Seventy Three

GOALLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
[goteamgo]

this weekend is gonna be great.

Three Hundred and Seventy Two

DEAR BLOGGER,
CAN YOU JUST LET ME HAVE THIS ONE?
PLEASE?
DO NOT LET ME DOWN.
OH,
NO, I DON'T MEAN TO SOUND SO THREATENING,
BUT,
WELL YOU KNOW WE BOTH NEED THIS.
sincerely,
moi



plzplzplzplzplzplz

Three Hundred and Seventy One

Hm.

: )



l'amour, la vie-- c'est tout que vous avez besoin.

I think your potential is growing, monsieur.