Ninety-Nine

thx for lying. go f*ck yourself.








and yet, forgiving you makes me feel so much better.
{so empowered.}

sometimes i think i trust you so much that you could tell me the sky was violet and i'd ask how bright? i have way too much faith and optimism it's almost naive. everything that i should take as a legit reason to never contact you again just slips out of my mind and all is good. somehow. it's weird, but i see it as retaining my child-like sensibilities. i don't wanna be a cynic. i can't hate anyone. it just doesn't work. if anything, i feel pity, empathy, and understanding of those who i should "loathe." i feel so different from who i used to be...